Feb 5th, 2012
Day 146 of 365, been at work allll day again :( just finished, my feet ache and I’m freezing :) to bed soon, then week off with mum :) yay!
Feb 4th, 2012
Nostalgia

Of late I seem very nostalgic.. I feel like I miss everyone and everything, I miss being ungrateful.. Is that weird, I miss not missing people.
Today in asda I reached to grab 2 magazines, one for us one for grandma, and then I stopped myself.. I know she was ill for so long, but I miss being at her house with her, I miss her, a lot. Every part of me, everyday is angry at them for taking everything away, for taking her away from me.. And all her things. I miss grandad too, where there’s no real contact to a regular of late, I’ve realised there’s no where to escape to anymore… That’s it, I’m just stuck.. I never thought it would be like this.

Jan 25th, 2012
"For every mouthful of words, there will be a silence to fill it"
Jan 25th, 2012
The art of losing

“The art of losing isn’t hard to master.”
I have become a pro and losing everything that ever meant everything.

Jan 4th, 2012
"I tell you its ok, but lets be honest, we both know im lying through my teeth, but you still let me go."
Jan 3rd, 2012
Jan 3rd, 2012
Jan 3rd, 2012
Jan 3rd, 2012
this will be my house..
Jan 3rd, 2012
take me away, a secret place, a sweet escape