Of late I seem very nostalgic.. I feel like I miss everyone and everything, I miss being ungrateful.. Is that weird, I miss not missing people.
Today in asda I reached to grab 2 magazines, one for us one for grandma, and then I stopped myself.. I know she was ill for so long, but I miss being at her house with her, I miss her, a lot. Every part of me, everyday is angry at them for taking everything away, for taking her away from me.. And all her things. I miss grandad too, where there’s no real contact to a regular of late, I’ve realised there’s no where to escape to anymore… That’s it, I’m just stuck.. I never thought it would be like this.
“The art of losing isn’t hard to master.”
I have become a pro and losing everything that ever meant everything.





